phantasie

the sun sets

i’m lonely

nowhere to go

except to a life in my head

the land of make-believe

the land of oblivion

my drug of choice

my nirvana

fantasy cars and bikes and woman

endless cash and mountains of things

fame and envy

me me me me love me

the superstar

the supernova

implosion

the sun rise

i’m still lonely

my head is tired

my life is empty

my soul is pained

nowhere to go

except to work

to life

reality and boredom

but freedom from me

and a head that kills me

a chance to rest

recoup

recover

until the sun sets again

and I am lonely again

with nowhere to go

except that place in my head